Twenty-Six

Happy Freedom Festival Detroit! Happy Birthday me. I have written and erased many blogs in the past few days. The topic being my birthday. I am going to admit that I am a little freaked out that I am about to be 26. That's really old in my head. It's pretty much 'near 30'. I know that I actually have some siblings who have made it to the 30 mark, and are thinking...get a grip Sar... I have never really focused any attention on my birthdays in the past. They were generally falling out when I was out of town, starting a new camp...where no one knew or cared that it was my birthday. A few years I forgot until mom called. I'm not sure why this year I am focusing on it. Maybe it's because I have nothing else to do. Maybe it's because I feel that 26 is really old. Maybe it's because I feel I haven't accomplished much in 26 years... Anyway, this isn't completely what I have in my head, but it's what I'm going to let come out anyway. As I said...I've written and erased so much because, I'm not sure I want to put into writting what I'm really feeling.

oK, I hope someone writes a new blog soon to push this one down.